The Daily Obstacles

Moon: 3rd Quarter; Libra
What Made Me Smile: My friend buying me orange juice at lunch because I'm getting a cold.
Song In My Head: Demi Lovato - Until You're Mine


I was supposed to do some spellwork tonight, I had planned it all week, the moon is perfect tonight for what I want to do, and everything fell right into place at the beginning of the week. For reference purposes, it was a sort of half healing/banishment of pain for myself. I've been in a little of a rough patch.

Anyway, then I find out that a member of my parents/grandparents family has passed away, and the funeral is tomorrow. So my grandparents arrived this afternoon. My Roman-Catholic, devout grandparents, who have no idea of my religion. I love them, don't get me wrong. I really do and they honestly have little time left, unfortunately.

But then I also got sick today, around my fifth period class, an earsplitting headache, a cough....and just feeling run down. I don't tend to do spellwork when I'm ill, for fear of messing something up and not being able to raise enough energy to pull through.

So it started me thinking...maybe I'm not meant to get over this. It's a person, and I was trying to lessen the pain of loosing them and realizing I wont be with them. I was going to banish that pain and leave nothing but good memories and friendly air. But with all of these things going wrong, it is either A: The Divine's way of telling me not to do the spell. or B: The Divine's way of giving me a little push to do it even with the few difficulties.

It's quite easy to do, I can wait until my grandparents go to sleep, they're older...so it will be reasonably early. But I think I'm going to meditate first on the subject, and see what I'm supposed to do. I really couldn't imagine doing any spellwork right now, my head is pounding and I don't know how I'm looking at the computer screen.

But maybe doing the spell will unclog some yucky nasties in me. Who knows.